Wednesday, February 11, 2009

headache, dizziness, confusion

and all this time, I thought it was me, my blondeness, my addiction to caffeine, my over-thinkiness and over-awe with all.

nope. litte crack in the wall furnace - just sparked up again after a long time off (and years away) ....was THIS the cause of the 1998 Heinous Headache from Hell, undiagnosable by uber-expensive CATscans and 10 separate doctors? Feeling the pain scraping the surface of my skull again. ow.

the carbon monoxide alarm fairly danced around on my table tonight when i put the battery in.

I left the scene dizzy, with a searing headache, but much less confused.

if there is a reader out there: go get a c-m alarm.
you're not dumb. your brain is just slowly dying.
True, there are many reasons your brain might be slowly dying.
just take a look around.
But - this shouldn't be one of them.
impossible to smell or see.

you probably know this.
oh well. going to sleep now.
looking forward to waking up again and sticking my head out the car window on my way to work like a happy golden retriever on her way ... anywhere.