Saturday, February 9, 2008

nice

If you've had problems, everything will now clear up in a happy way. Your material life will be well protected, but beware of exaggerated spendings. [yeah.yeah.] Physically, it's your liver and throat that must be watched over. [alright. geez. can you get to the good part?] Your prestige will be on the increase: people will admire you, appreciate you, and they will be proud to be agreeable to you. You'll be in a position to improve your social situation in a spectacular manner. You'll have the desire to live dangerously; you can take some physical risks, by achieving sports feats, for instance.

yes. finally, the right, auspicious time to try my triple salchow on the rollerblades. at least the people in the E.R. will admire and appreciate me and be agreeable in a spectacular manner.

now where did i put those crazy skates?

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

my zoe

such a love affair dream i had.
is an animal my soul mate?
the usual sick/weird/sad thing at first though... another owner of my dog has sort of dug her up. half of her. the woman will cauterize her blood and bury my zoe well (a separate, but very difficult, essential issue). the dog is damn dead. she's cut in half after all.

ah. but how she recognizes me when I come up.

so much so - as with any true soul met with a true soul, she comes alive for me, as she did, as she would. i cup her sweet muzzle in my curved hand. Love. as much, as true as any I ever expect to know. she was ever the same. and the dear feeling of our wee reunion has woven into every moment of my also quite full and sweet day.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

eye max....

okay. so. saw U2at the IMAX in very perfected, grown up, okaynowwegotit 3D. Just a super fun time!! ('cept for when Bono flicked that sweat on me). (I forgive you, B. Call me...!)

So..looks like I finally found what I want to be when I grow up.
Not necess. someone who makes 3D movies, but while I'm wishing...(hey! that floating indecipherable bit of gorgeousgoldlight, those see-through hands holding sexy multitudes - letterforms you can step over - hey that's MY stuff! I've been robbed!)

anyway, where was I?

oh yeah. while occasionally just a bit much (ya think?) that giant GIANT pixelated background taking images of gestures, words into words, the giant GIANT figure of Bono
(how could an ego be thus managed??)..(on top of it...has he been studying? he sounded like Pavrotti for Christ's sake - espec. in Spanish. The Miss Sarajevo song. So beautifully done - again, esp. in Spanish:
(its said that a river
Finds the way to the sea
And like the river
You shall come to me
Beyond the borders
And the thirsty lands
You say that as a river
Like a river...
Love shall come
Love...
And I'm not able to pray anymore
And I cannot hope in love anymore
And I cannot wait for love anymore))


Alright now. Where was I? Anyway. Yes, that's what I want. To make giant stadium-sized, time-based, tangential, visual companionship to music. To find a way to make the constant increments of perception (all, ALL beautiful) monumental, identified, experienced again, there, then gone.

anyway, where was I?
boring myself. yeah a bit.
but not last night.
damn good fun!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

what?

woke myself up saying out loud 'oliver'. or 'all over'.